Goodnight Teddy
When Teddy’s mother described her son, she used words like ‘sickly’ and ‘not doing well’ and ‘I don’t know how long’. She said them in whispers when she thought he was asleep; she didn’t want him to know she said them.
He knew anyway. He was tired and it hurt to breathe. He often woke up gasping for air, like Elizabeth had. She was dead. Mother said Teddy wouldn’t die, but he, at Seven, knew better and he wasn’t scared. He was maybe even a little excited to go to Heaven, where there were lollies, no pain, and Elizabeth waited.